"Don't you wish your girlfriend was hot like me"

yeah ok i wish

Sun, 27 Nov 2005 22:35:58 GMT

My life is rated R.
What is your life rated?

nothing to exciting

Mon, 21 Nov 2005 22:16:04 GMT

well nothing to interesting has happened well except i moved back in with my mother grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr she tends to drive me crazy but then again i tend to drive people crazy. but now heather lives with me downstairs it is kinda cool actually having somebody else other then my mom to talk to all the time. my mom left yesterday for 12 days to spend the holidays with my brother and his family, so we have the house to our selves. we had katie and mike over last night but i think mike was mad because he didn't get to sleep in a bed. oh well he will survive. katie has this whole week off of school and of work. man how lucky is that. i am getting a job at galesburg terrace thanks to my sister ha ha. i think i will like it since i have to pay my own bills and what not now. including rent but i ma happy because then i can acutally be proud of that i am doing. well i am sitting at jenny school right now working for her but she is in a meeting so i am bored i went down to copy some papers nad well some teacher is coping like 4 million papers so i will be waiting a while i am sure i will copy when everyone is gone. katie made spagetthi for lunch and i took a nap while she did it, i dunno why i am so tired all the time prolly because i hvne't been doing anything and that makes me tired, and the weather is tiring. well i am outtie

much better

Mon, 07 Nov 2005 14:48:08 GMT

ok so last night was totally pissed off i vented on a really good friend when we talked for like 3 hrs last night which is cool cus i needed. so this is what i came up with about the whole katie mike situation and i am just going to let it go and just let them have their space. i don't want to make katie feel she has to choose or feel weird when we are both there we did that with bill and i am not going to do it again. and i am not going to have him sit there and give me shit and make fun of me like he did last night and feel uncomftroble it isn't worth it. i feel this is just like the bill situation which sucks cus i know how that ended. but oh well i will still be there for katie when he is gone cus i don't see them getting married he isn't responsible or dependable i guess you could say. katie acts like his mother it's like mike won't do anything unless katie tells him too and i don't think she could live her life like that i mean i think it is fine for now but i think once she graduates and moves out of galesburg she will find someone else that will make her happy. well that is it for now i am so tired dang it i stayed up way to late last night. oh well i guess i will just go back to bed until jaimie calls me at 10 to go help her.

pissed off

Mon, 07 Nov 2005 04:04:11 GMT

so last night mike was a big asshole to me and called me a lying bitch cus i told him something katie told me to tell him, i didn't deserve that. and i don't think katie said anything to him which is kinda fucked up cus i thaught she was my best friend. if my boyfriend called her a lying bitch or even a bitch i would snap the fuck out and prolly not talk to him. but i guess that is the difference between me and her. i am so glad i am leaving on saturday i need to get away from this place and away from everyone. and tonight we went to bob and heathers house nad played games right well he was a jerk tonight to towards me cus jenny put down a card that was kinda funny and kinda shaddy against me but i know jenny was kidding which is fine but mike was like trying to give jenny a high five for it. WHAT A FUCKING JERK. I CAN'T EVEN STAND TO GO OVER THERE WHEN HE IS THERE WHICH WILL PROLLY MAKE HIM HAPPY CUS NOW HE CAN HAVE KAITE ALL TO HIMSELF. but i don't care anyomor this shit is drama if you ask me. but i didn't deserve it. i can't see katie marrying him and if she does i guess i won't be going over there i can kiss that friendship goodbye. so jenny jaimie and i are going to the district on friday night which will be fun cus i leave on saturday morning. jenny is going to get a friend of her's to go too. so yeah i guess that is it for now

what the hell

Sun, 06 Nov 2005 05:56:16 GMT

ok so this weekend was fun i hung out with my friend jaimie from the orpheum and it was totally fun. friday night we had a weinnie roast at my dad's then we went and played this fun game at bob and heathers then on saturday i hung out with jenny it was fun i like hanging out with jenny. i mean katie is my best friend but she is too serious with her boyfriend to do anything so i am kinda giving up on that situation cus she will get married soon and then not hang out with her single friends. she never wants to go out dancing anymore or do anything if mike don't go. i guess i just like to hang out with jenny cus i don't feel so out of place or like the third wheel cus jenny is single too. all though we would like to find us some fine looking men. oh well i will get over it. but anyways i hung out with my sister too we watched a movie it was fun then i went to the orpheum and jaimie made me stay and hang out cus she was bored lol. so i met up with jenny and we waited for jaimie to get off work and get done and we took some pics and then we found out that one of jaimie's husbands band members died last night oh so sad. i couldn't realy tell how she was taking it cus jaimie tends to hide her feelings pretty well. so then we went ot sns and jenny asked mike if he wanted to go and he said no so when we told katie that she said tell mike i am irriated so jenny said jayme i will let you tell him and i did and he called me a fucking lying bitch so i guess fuck him right and i will never talk to him or go over to katie's when he is there or go anywhere when he is there. i guess this will be another situation like when katie was dating bill i will just step away and do my own thing and not talk to her for months. oh well i ain't lossing any sleep over it. speaking of sleep i am outtie i am tired and i have to go to peoria for church tomarrow then back to help jaimie at the orpheum.
goodnight

leaving for florida today

Wed, 26 Oct 2005 09:20:48 GMT

well today is the day i leave for florida for my big brothers wedding. i am excited but nearvous about flying i am always nervous about flying i dunno why i have done it a million times but oh well right. my dad my sister and her kids left at 3am that is an hour and a half ago. my mom and kiley leave at 7am cali time. well actually they leave at 3am cali time to get to the airport and avoid traffic. sucks for them but oh well i guess. my sister is just parking her car at the airport or at one of those parking places until she gets back on sunday. i hven't slept all night so i should be able to sleep on the plane HOPEFULLY. well anyways yeah i realized a few things when you stay up all night one thing is there is nothing on tv after 1am, second thing is nobody is online after 2am, thrid thing nobody is awake when i am bored, and last thing the city trucks leave the garage at 4am why i don't know but hey i am right down the st from them and i can see the flashing lights leaving. anyways i am outtie if anyoen wants to chat with me call my mom's cell at after 4pm tonight 299-9102 other then that i will be back on sunday afternoon

last night was so fun!

Mon, 17 Oct 2005 01:46:02 GMT

so last night i went out with my sister to a bachorlette party for one of our friends and let me tell you it was so much fun. we started off at jen's house and i won two games which meant i won two prizes totally cool huh. then we went to RPM'S (a bar) and we played a pin the weiner on the naked guy then we played a powdered doughnut game were we had to lick all the powder off the doughnuts while they were tied to a string my siser won that game lol so not talented in that area i guess lol. then we left and walked over to my cousins bar the grand tap and we played a game htat you have to tie a hot dog around your waist and then try to get it in the cup of whip cream i so won that game lol. it was so freaking hillarious. then we went to mac's place and the guys ended up there so we left and went and baught tp and well i guess you what we did with that. i had so much fun everyone got drunk but not me i was the DD last night. next saturday is the reception for jen and dusty that will be fun too. well i am tired as hell so i am going ot change my luandry and go to bed

nothing to exciting here

Wed, 12 Oct 2005 04:20:50 GMT

yeah yeah i know its been awhile but what can i say i am not a good live journal entry person like katie. hmmmm well i put some thing on my profile on myspace and one of my friends got offended i was like what the hell get over it be a woman and it if you dont' like what i write then dn't read it i am who i am and if you dont like it then your loss not mine no sleep lost over it here.

well my mother got a new van today and my dad got his car back so i think they are both happy but my mother laid into me about not being able to see my neice and nephew but it is her own fault she fucked up and called the cops on us not me. sometimes i fear i am going to turn out like her dammit that isn't good. i would shoot myself if i get that way. well i started my diet a week ago yesterday and i haven't had any soda in over a week and yesterday was my first day of no fast food. each week i give something up for a month then i stick with the diet and not have the things i gave up i will loose weight i am excited yippie cus i am getting fat.

well i leave on the 26th for florida for my bro's wedding YIPPIE, time to get drunk and wasted YIPPIE and i will admit i ma going to cus i only drink on speacial occassions and this is one of them, i will then come back to illinois on the 30th then on the 5th i leave early in the morning to go to oklahoma my dad is driving me half way and jessica is meeting us half way and then i will be happy and live in the state i love OKLAHOMA yippie i am so excited. i already have a job down there, but i am hopeing to get hired on with southwest airlines so tori pull your strings dammit lol. hten free flights for me yippie i will be going everywhere.

well i am outtie

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leaving the 26th

Wed, 28 Sep 2005 20:09:24 GMT

so i can't wait the 26th of october i am leaving for good YIPPIE. i am going to my brothers wedding in florida then flying out the 29th from tampa to the lovely place i am going which will be remain a secret. i can then leave my life of living in illinois behind and start off new oh yeah baby. i already have a job where i am going, which is good kind of a sucky job but it is a job and i have worked there before so i know the ropes and wno't have to be trained that much. i am excited to get back to my friends jessica and tori and most of all go get back to my COREY yay. he is so fucking hot. anywho just a few more weeks then i am outtie. then i can go back to my boys too and spoil them rotten.

lovely weekend

Mon, 26 Sep 2005 11:39:35 GMT

ok so i havne't written anything in awhile but then again nothing has really happened in my life that is exciting. this weekend was ok on friday i just hung out but on saturday i went to katie's house at 10am and hung out rearanged her room so the crickets can't infest her bed anymore lol and then we had a bbq with bob heather miranda beth jacob payton jenny mike katie and myself it was fun we played scene it. i went home at 10:15pm. yesterday i went to church and had to listen to the leaders yell and moan at the little kids while trying to practice for their presentation in a few weeks. it was kinda funny then jenny got up there to help out while shannon left for a min and i think the leaders got even more mad cus jenny was trying to get the kids to have fun while sing at the same time lol it was funny. then i ate taco bell last night and my stomache has hurt ever since. i didn't go to sleep until 330am i took at nap from 330pm to 620 pm last night not a good idea lol. anyways nothing more going on here i am getting ready to go back to bed cus i am tired. i dunno what i am doing today. katie no speeding to school

jayme

blah

Sun, 18 Sep 2005 20:40:45 GMT

well it is sunday and yes i know it has been awhile since i last wrote but what can i say. well i went to church today and katie wasn't there so i was kinda bored grrrrrrrrrr don't ever leave again katie lol last night we had beth and the kids over for dinner then we went to look at houses and jacob got stung by a bee and he had never been stung before he screamed like someone cut off his legs poor jacob but he survived and was happy later on when we went ot get ice cream and he was hyper all day all night gesshh i went and took a drug abuse test with my sister for an online class for college and it sucked big time we got like a 66 but her teacher is gay she didn' know waht she was talking about. so katie i know your reading this so yeah i am bored can ya tell lol

jayme

long lost friends

Thu, 15 Sep 2005 22:45:36 GMT

Well today is another day i guess, i am watching my pretty beutiful neice right now she is so cute. we are watching nikeloden jimmy nurtron i think i dunno though, so i talked to my long lost friend jessica and that was fun oh how i miss her we have been through a lot together between fighting, going clubbing, beating up other wild crazy chicks, to sharing and appartment together where everyone and their mom lived there too (how many people can we fit into a 2 bedroom apt) she is trying to convince me to move to oklahoma again she said i need to be there to get my life back on track like it was when i lived there before and to move away from my family so i am not so enabled oh what to do what to do. i am so cramping today and man does it hurt i wish i could just take out my stomache and make the pain go away GRERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR well not a lot going on today i move out of my dad's on sunday

Jayme

what a great weekend

Mon, 12 Sep 2005 22:31:14 GMT

well this weekend was fun. friday i didn't do much on saturday i went to the river and mowed the lawn and burned the brush piles i know how thrilling lol. then i came back home and took a nap then i went to my sisters later that evening and we went on a walk to the ice cream place with the kids then we watched them play outside then i went out with katie, mike, jenny, amanda, bob and heather for katies birthday it was so much fun they had gone to the hideout for tacos then katie jenny and mike came to get me and we went to kfc cus they were not full from tacos lol so then we went to bob's house and we were all there hanging out waiting for bob listening to kelly clarkson i love kelly clarkson's music. i was like why it that we are all here at bob and heather's hanging out and they aren't here? when they got there we watched the movie diary of a mad black woman SO FUCKING HILLARIOUS I GIVE IT 2 THUMBS UP!!! if you have ever been hurt by a man then this is the movie you need to see it is great the famous line " go ahead call the popo's i ain't a afraid of no popo Hoe" ha ha oh how great. then on sunday i went to church and actually went ot sunday school for once and the teacher was like and katie would you like to introduce your guest you braught with you meaning me and we were dying laughing i said i go to this ward and have been for 4 yrs she said oh well then. it was funny it must be the new hair due considering i cut it really short and it is no longer blonde so if you know me as having blonde hair you prolly wouldn't reconize me cus it is not longer blonde it is dark brown now my natural hair color. then katie and i scammed out of releif sociaty and watched janina glass's baby and the fairbanks baby so we wouldn't have to go lol. then we went to katie's house for her birthday and had breakfast for lunch is was great then we hung out and had ice cream and cake. tonight we are going to watch monster in law the other cool movie she got for her birthday. and that was about it right now i am going to go on a walk with my dad. ahhhh the rough days..

happy reading

how many have you done?

Fri, 09 Sep 2005 01:46:55 GMT

(x) smoked a cigarette
() smoked a cigar
() smoked anything else
() made out with a member of the same sex
(X) crashed a friend's car
(x) stolen a car i barrowed my parents once
(x) been in love
(x) been dumped
(x) shoplifted
(x) been fired
(x) been in a fist fight
(x) snuck out of my parents' house
(x) had feelings for someone who didn't have them back
() been arrested
(x) made out with a stranger
(x) gone on a blind date
(x) lied to a friend
(x) had a crush on a teacher
(x) skipped school
() slept with a co-worker
() seen someone die
() had a crush on one of your LiveJournal friends
(x) been to Canada
() been to Mexico
(x) been on a plane
() thrown up in a bar/club (after one at least)
() purposely set a part of myself on fire
() eaten sushi
(x) been snowboarding
(x) met someone in person from LiveJournal
(x) been moshing at a concert
(x) been in an abusive relationship
(x) taken painkillers
(x) love someone or miss someone right now
(x) laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by
(x) made a snow angel
(x) had a tea party
(x) flown a kite
(x) built a sand castle
(x) gone puddle jumping
(x) played dress up
(x) jumped into a pile of leaves
(x) gone sledding
(x) cheated while playing a game
(x) been lonely
(x) fallen asleep at work/school
(x) used a fake ID
(x) watched the sun set
(x) felt an earthquake
(x) touched a snake
(x) been tickled
() been robbed
() robbed someone
(x) been misunderstood
(x) pet a goat
(x) won a contest
(x) run a red light
(x) been suspended from school
(x) had detention
(x) been in a car accident
() had braces
(x) felt like an outcast
(x) eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
() had deja vu
(x) danced in the moonlight
(x) hated the way you look
(x) witnessed a crime
(x) pole danced in jenny's room
(x) questioned your heart
(x) been obsessed with Post-It notes
(x) squished barefoot through the mud
(x) been lost
(x) been to the opposite side of the country
(x) swam in the ocean
(x) felt like dying every month during my cycle
(x) cried yourself to sleep
(x) played cops and robbers
(x) recently colored with crayons/colored pencils/markers
(x) sung karaoke
(x) paid for a meal with only coins
(x) done something you told yourself you wouldn't
(x) made prank phone calls
(x) laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose
(x) caught a snowflake on your tongue
(x) kissed in the rain
(x) written a letter to Santa Claus
(x) been kissed under mistletoe
(x) watched the sun set with someone you care about
(x) blown bubbles
(x) made a bonfire on the beach
(x) crashed a party
(x) traveled more than 5 days with a car full of people
(x) gone roller skating
(x) had a wish come true
() humped a monkey
() worn pearls
() jumped off a bridge
() screamed penis in class
() ate dog/cat food
(x) told a complete stranger you loved them
(x) sang in the shower
(x) have a little black dress
(x) fucked in a park or pool
(x) had a dream that you married someone
(x) glued your hand to something
() got your tongue stuck to a flag pole
(x) kissed a fish
(x) worn the opposite sex's clothes
(x) been a cheerleader
(x) sat on a roof top
(x) had sex at a church
(x) screamed at the top of your lungs
() done a one-handed cartwheel
(x) talked on the phone for more than 6 hours
(x) stayed up all night
(x) didn't take a shower for a week (girls camp)
(x) pick and ate an apple right off the tree
(x) climbed a tree
(x) had a tree house
(x) scared to watch scary movies alone
(x) believe in ghosts
() have more then 30 pairs of shoes
() worn a really ugly outfit to school just to see what others say
(x) gone streaking
(x) been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on
(x) been told you're hot by a complete stranger
(x) broken a bone
(x) been easily amused
() caught a fish then ate it
() made porn
(x) caught a butterfly
(x) laughed so hard you cried
(x) cried so hard you laughed
(x) mooned/flashed someone
(x) had someone moon/flash you
(x) cheated on a test
(x) forgotten someone's name
() slept naked
) French braided someone's hair
(x) gone skinny dipping in a pool
(x) been kicked out of your house (what can i say my mom is crazy)

i don't get it amanda

Fri, 09 Sep 2005 01:38:22 GMT

ok amanda i don't get it why do you watch laguna beach i have tried several times to watch it and all the girls are BITCHES and i can't stand it. how can you handle it

Sun, 04 Sep 2005 05:17:10 GMT

WHO WANTS TO KNOW WHAT I AM GETTING KATIE FOR HER BIRTHDAY? TRUSTWORTHY PEOPLE ONLY, HA HA KATIE WON'T KNOW FOR ANOTHER WEEK

la la let's dance

Sun, 04 Sep 2005 02:13:19 GMT

what up my hommies? so i am sitting at jennylynn's school we just made a million copies and now we are listening to music and doing stuff but the music is making us want ot dance and making us think we want to go to cherry st but we dont' want to pay a 3 dollar cover so we wont' go lol. anyways nothing too exciting going on here

i know it is saturday night at 9pm on a holiday weekend and we are doing NOTHING

happy reading

blah

Thu, 01 Sep 2005 03:13:19 GMT

so i havne't written in awhile not much has happened except yesterday aaron brang me a flower and a card saying we needed to talk that he was sorry blah blah blah i threw them away then i told my mom and she siad you should of given me the flower i was like what the hell why would i do that don't you think that is kinda weird she said well i like flowers i said so go buy yourself some lol. so pulled a muscle in my back tonight helping my sis move a desk upstairs OH HOW IT HURTS i love aleve i took two of them and it ain't helping but my headache is gone YIPPIE. well i ma outtie time for bed

happy reading i know my life is boring what can i say

Fri, 26 Aug 2005 20:49:17 GMT

what a day what a day, well so far i have done pretty much nothing it is almost 4pm i woke up at 7:30am thanks to my lovely sister who called me and asked if i would watch her princess of a daughter payton so i gladly accepted how couldn't i she is sooo freaking cute spoiled but cute. so i played school with her and colored pictures we had a snack or three lol. then my sister came back and picked both of us up from my dad's at like 1130am then she went to work at 230ish so i had to go get jacob off the bus he is so cute too he started school yesterday kindergarten he is soooo cute he has a mohawk. oh yeah almost forgot to mention that payton took the hair cutting clippers to her hair this afternoon but have no fear jackie is going to fix it for her and peirce her ears. silly kids now jacob is watching backyard safari on this really pimp ass cable my sister has and baby payton is sleeping thank goodness. i get to go home when shane wakes up at 5ish then i get to come back over here tomarrow at 3ish and babysit until midnight but i will make some money yay. well anyways not much going on here katie is working from 5-3 tonight i don't know what jenny is doing i have to go to the dollar store and to walmart i love going to the busy ass walmart considering it is the only thing we have in this boring ass town. well i am out
happy reading my thrilling life

oh yeah aaron told me last night that we should break up i was like hello asshole i broke up with your lame ass a week ago so move on dammit move on.

the latest news

Fri, 26 Aug 2005 00:40:46 GMT

so the latest news is that i am sleeping with dusty while shopping at aldi's kinda funny huh. well aaron seen me at aldi's talking to dusty in parking lot, he said he waved at me but i dind't see aaron so he now is accusing of me sleeping with him. DAMN i get around. the stupidst part is i am not even dating aaron anymore he is so fucking physco. he is a cop so that sucks he can pull me over and give me a ticket dammit.

well onto other news around these parts mike just came out the closet to katie admiting he is gay and only loves her as a friend. he only love buthole. katie then replied wait mike i have a buthole too. katie then replied fine i am leaving to be with jayme cus she is hot and i want her hot sexy body and i love her manly like ways. rock on angry lesbians. (totally jokinly)

oh yeah katie got a good deal today 24 pk diet pepsi for 5 bucks hell yah what a deal.

katie and are going to get drunk have hot wild sex then possibly get married who knows it depends on the prego test later on. lol jk

well anyways i am outtie i am talking to katie on the phone ttfn

oh yeah jenny had a fabolous day at school she rocks

happy reading everyone

erotic must be 18 to enter

Fri, 26 Aug 2005 00:30:07 GMT

it was a warm night a bit cloudy but warm, he slowly entered into my dark driveway as i walked out to his car i slowly opened his car door and got in. we slowly put his car into reverse and pulled out of the driveway. he started driving towards his apartment upon arriving to his apartment we went up the stairs and went inside. while inside he slowly leaned down and said hey baby would you like an ice cold coke or would you prefer my big cold pepsi. i replied with a smile i prefer pepsi and took it from his trembling hands filled with sweat. he sat down beside me and glazed into my eyes and said do you prefer mario or luigi? i gladly accept mario we then played in excitement for hours he then jumped up and holy shit i almost forgot what i yelled i need to take my flinstone vitamins my mom sent me. just then the doorbell rang and i opened the door with a big smile just then i was tackled by stacia my long lost friend she was yelling where have been, just then aaron offered her a bit of his big chicago dog she glady accepted and sunk her teeth into it as ketchep squirted all over her face. just then aaron came over and licked it off of her face. i walked by with a big green salad loaded with ranch dressing and i threw it on aaron's lap yelling LIAR and a box hits the wall. i then ran outside with stacia and aaron following yelling i can't take this shit anymore aaron. i am so done i then left aaron and stacia to have there love connection.

ha ha ha so if anyone really beleives this then your really not my true friends because this shit is so made up by katie stacia and i.

ha ha this shit is great

Thu, 25 Aug 2005 23:31:48 GMT

oh my goodness this is for cherise you go girl, ahhhhhhh the memories of us at youth group in oak harbor with makenzie thatcher walking through the halls singing this damn song aahhhhhhhh you love my cd i sent you huh.... peace out girl this one is for you

Picture yourself in a boat on a river,
With tangerine trees and marmalade skies
Somebody calls you, you answer quite slowly,
A girl with kaleidoscope eyes.
Cellophane flowers of yellow and green,
Towering over your head.
Look for the girl with the sun in her eyes,
And she's gone.
Lucy in the sky with diamonds.
Follow her down to a bridge by a fountain
Where rocking horse people eat marshmellow pies,
Everyone smiles as you drift past the flowers,
That grow so incredibly high.
Newspaper taxis appear on the shore,
Waiting to take you away.
Climb in the back with your head in the clouds,
And you're gone.
Lucy in the sky with diamonds,
Picture yourself on a train in a station,
With plasticine porters with looking glass ties,
Suddenly someone is there at the turnstyle,
The girl with the kaleidoscope eyes.

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